A Writer’s lover…

Listening to Neil Gaiman on Tim Ferriss’s podcast “The Interview I’ve waited for…” was quite a joy. My favourite over used adjective word came to mind, it was “inspiring” but no that was not the word to use here. There was a sanguinity to his tone of voice, something decadent about the way he spoke, …

Acceptance

After completing Mastin Kipp’s 40 day ‘Claim Your Power’, I wondered if I would feel enlightened with my “Creator”, ecstatic in the my “action steps” approach to following my goals and dreams; and quit my day job. Was I excited that my relationships with my partner and family were about to elevate to the next …

If I only had today…

Today I came home crying, I’ve been here before, losing one parent was difficult enough, not knowing how long it would take, the journey it would take and how Cancer would play out. This selfish all consuming, all devouring disease with no inhibitions or care in the world just an egotistical swipe left ghost of …

Pain not hate!

I hate how I feel when I hear impending doom, I fear the worse, think the worse, I want to scream at the world, at the gods, at the universe to say why do you fuck with our lives like this, take loved ones away so suddenly, I had no time. “Are you sitting down, take …

Stream of consciousness 

Esteemed soul, divine purpose drive to my minds eye of truth take back the streams of consciousness that drives me to mad endeavours of momentary suicide to die or not to die but to discuss the righteousness of others that befell Me inherited wickedness of deceit but who is the deceiver, them or me lie …

Half full, half empty

Hand on heart, no words escape my lips, the truth of a past I cannot relive. Moments lost, memories gained an injustice to the memories unnamed. Where are you now? Who, what, how did I get here, I know not this time this place, this home, my space. Cloudy, unrecognisable since you’ve left the hole in …

In the grand scheme of things…

Well, the last 12 months has been an eye opener of familial life, career, bullying, patterns of life, responsibilities and all the past memories or experiences I have gone through and still go through. There are some memories I cannot wipe away but manage them on a day to day, month to month basis. Some …