A Writer’s lover…

Listening to Neil Gaiman on Tim Ferriss’s podcast “The Interview I’ve waited for…” was quite a joy. My favourite over used adjective word came to mind, it was “inspiring” but no that was not the word to use here. There was a sanguinity to his tone of voice, something decadent about the way he spoke, …

Acceptance

After completing Mastin Kipp’s 40 day ‘Claim Your Power’, I wondered if I would feel enlightened with my “Creator”, ecstatic in the my “action steps” approach to following my goals and dreams; and quit my day job. Was I excited that my relationships with my partner and family were about to elevate to the next …

For a moment

For a moment intuition kicked in, the reality I will never be a part of your blood, life or family for a moment I’m not a part of your life, your circle, your photos for this moment I do not exist I am, I was and still a memory, a shell of existence for a …

Mia’s Fears

Coach asked me today why I was holding back, what is it I feared? “Losing. It’s simple I don’t wanna lose. Why would  I train this hard and for so long if all I’m gonna do is lose”.  Stupid question, he must’ve seen the thoughts cross my face cos then he said  “Mia, don’t be …

Upstart – Mia’s sprint

My time of the morning, cool crisp wind in my face. No fucker bothering me or pushing me to challenge myself.  A few familiar faces pass, we do what we always do, jog by without acknowledgement. Sunday, my day, my time. Church day, their time. He’s praying for me,  gotta push my brother outta my head. Mia – this …

Half full, half empty

Hand on heart, no words escape my lips, the truth of a past I cannot relive. Moments lost, memories gained an injustice to the memories unnamed. Where are you now? Who, what, how did I get here, I know not this time this place, this home, my space. Cloudy, unrecognisable since you’ve left the hole in …