Fire up and fuel my anger with words
unashamed, actions of no thoughts
excuses unabashedly a slap of audacity
Water not the words of devaluation
with tired words of so called evaluation
isolate me with time not mine to be had
scar the memory of will so unwilled
lash each syllable at my heart so full of honest love
innocent love truthful love. Use, useful or just used.
you ponder not the pain you cause
the hurt you inflict, inconsiderate selfish…
give back the time that should be mine
to grow, to fill with happy times, memories of new
You anger me to sleeplessness
incite physical oppression to aggression
turn infliction to contradiction confusion all consuming
words and actions generate usefulness
Go forth, go to, just go!
Return when time has healed itself
return when care has entered your single-minded thoughts
return when mental astuteness aligns
itself with a higher self and not a
tired unrepenting excused ego self – unknowing yet knowing
contradiction lies deep within so-called wisdom.
A poem from 2016 I never published.